#NSS愛情
[SPCC] Dear C,
Even though I hide my feelings away and put my walls up.
I was scared and so afraid to put my feelings out.
You appeared and came to me. You taught and showed me the warmth of feeling loved, and I felt so happy to be by your side.
I know it’s not goodbye yet. I’m headed far away a place without a name.
And even if we’re far apart, even if you disappear.
You’ll be here, inside of my heart.
It’s time for me to move on to that place so far away.
That place without a name. And even if I lose my way, you’ll be there to save the day.
All of your memories will shine and show the way and guide me back to you.
In the distance, I can hear a festival, full of cheer. A place with happy voices is not the place for me. I wasn’t strong enough to say I didn’t belong in that place. I felt so lonely every day. And I couldn’t bring myself to chase my feelings. And instead, I hid and lied, and kept on dreaming, but it didn’t matter, I felt so happy just being here with you. All I wanted was to keep you safe and sound.
I know it’s not goodbye yet. This loneliness I feel will still be with me now. But now I know that I have a place that I call my own. And that is all I need, my strength to carry on now.
All I wanted was love, but now I know that I was struggling.
But now I’ve felt such kindness and such warmth, embracing like a hug.
And all my tears and fears just fade away.
And even if we’re lost, and we never meet again.
I trust and I believe We’ll smile and we’ll know We are here, our hearts bound as one.
I’m headed far away. And even if you disappear, I know I’ll never forget all of these memories, forever in my heart. We’ll never be apart.
But know this, no matter what, I wish the best for you. I want your life to be so full of happiness, adventure, love and light that you never wish for anything else. If we end up together, it will be beautiful. If we believe this is the way it should be, it will be.
No matter how big of a leap of faith it is to just have to trust that, I am willing to. Because the way I feel for you is unmatched and I have to believe sooner or later, life will be kind and let us love.
If not, at least we can look back and say we tried our best, the timing was just never perfect.
Love you now and forever,
T
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