#NSS個人
[GUEST] Why am i such a bad person. I remember when i was in primary 4, i I tried jumping out my window to end everything but luckily my mom came back in time and i pretended everything was okay.
I occasionally think about killing myself so that people around me will live a happier life without me since i always bring people down.
People who know me might think im a bubbly and optimistic girl with good grades and a lot of friends, but thats not the truth; the truth is, my infamous smile is a disguise for my mental scars underneath. Whenever i do something wrong, i slap myself or cut my wrist as a punishment for my physical body.
It makes me feel so good when I see blood gushing out of the wound like a fountain :DDD
sorry for 1999 (i don’t even know what that means lol)