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[GUEST] Trigger warning : Negativity/rant/vent
Hiii I really need some advices on what to do…
First of all let me tell you about my situation :
I deal with Bipolar (躁狂抑郁症) and delusional disorder (妄想症). I have this friend group which I’ve been in since I was around 10 (I am now 14) and I see everyone in the group as best friends.
I’ve been experiencing extreme emotions and delusions a few months back and I was taken to a psychiatrist. After a few months of seeing them, I was diagnosed with my mental disorders.
Since I love and trust my friends, I decided to tell them but things started to go down hill from there.
They started to ignore me and hang out without me… I was really lonely but I believed that they didn’t mean it and I was at fault since I’m a bit quiet.
I confronted them about it but they just dodged the question. I feel like they dislike me for being mentally ill… it was hard to open up about my disorders and to receive this kind of treatment in return hurts me a lot…
What should I do? Should I leave them and just keep them as a good memory? Thank you in advance <3