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#NSS愛情

[Guest] 係咁嘅,小妹宜家F.5,讀緊女校,上年發現咗自己嘅性取向係偏向bi嘅,咁係幾個月前就鐘意左個frd下稱A,到宜家都繼續暗戀緊佢,唔夠膽表白因為「佢都鍾意我」呢個只係錯覺人盡皆知。

之前我對A同對其他frd係有好大差別嘅,搞到啲frd話我重色輕友,咁我就諗住改下啦,宜家放緊所謂嘅「暑假」,我同A傾少咗好多,反而成日同frd傾偈,咁我因應唔好重色輕友呢個大前提,我對我啲frd講啲嘢又好似好曖昧咁(我認為),但係應該係正常女仔frd都會咁樣講,例如咩「愛你呀」「唔好咁掛住我呀」或者講下疊詞咁樣。

但係我唔知點解好有內疚感,好似對唔住A咁,(雖然只係暗戀)但係對A差別待遇又俾人話重色輕友🫠。

純發洩,sor for 1999
Thx admin po ig🤍