#NSS個人
[Guest] (TW: self harm, blades)
I’ve been feeling like a mess lately and I don’t know how I’m supposed sort out my emotions. Shit feels like this never ending void of depression and darkness and i just keep spiralling. I try coping with them by cutting, but I’m too much of a wimp to use actual blades so it’s not really helping at all.
I know I should probably stop doing it but there are plenty (almost 1/3) of my classmates around me who do the same thing, sometimes with scars on obvious places and people (especially teachers) don’t give a single fuck. They make it sound so fucking normal but it’s just… not. We all know that cutting isn’t okay, but it’s starting to seep through my mind and lately I just can’t deal with it anymore. Is it just me, or is it actually normal?
Oh yeah, the weather’s been shit lately so remember to
Stay hydrated,
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